Thanks... That really gave me another view. Thank you... all of your assumptions are correct- I see her 3x a week, and we have been working for a little less than a year.

Your r right that I have a lot of strong emotions that I don't know how to deal with. That's why I'm in therapy (or one of the reasons). I got off track: she had been in constant contact with me the last few weeks (I went back to school and the transition was rough). I loved it: I felt like everything I had wanted, I was getting. But I could tell when something wasnt the same. And I called her out on it (she said I could in othr times I've felt that way) and there is always a reason behind it. But she wasnt telling me. And I feel like the shock of realizing it on my own was why it was so much more hurtful.

I sent an email. And so I am praying that she won't ice me out.