I am feeling beyond overwhelmed right now with my current financial situation. I have been told be my advisor to sell my home and/or get a job. After my advisor told me this via e-mail I called a realtor and set up an appointment for mid-September for a home evaluation...etc. This afternoon I scheduled an appointment with a mental health worker for therapy (appointment is last week of September). Last night I was a total mess and reconnected with my brother and sister-in-law. He said he would talk to my advisor for me and help figure things out.

I really struggle a lot to keep my home clean and orderly. Last night a crisis worker told me just clean one room per day and then chill out for the rest of the day.

A former PSY doctor told me that if I don't eat something with my medications that they will not work properly. Last night I was very ill and could have ended up in the ER. Today I am hung over with a sick stomach because I took extra pills to keep me calm and out of the ER.

They only thing that seems to help with the anger and sadness is to talk to someone like my brother whom I feel at ease crying around. But he cannot handle my illness...etc.

I need a lot of support so if anyone can be a source of support I would greatly appreciate it. Thank-you.