Is how I'm feeling, not sure why I am even bothering posting about it. But yeah too useless to function within this society and too useless to function outside of it, it seems. I mostly just cause problems and frustration for others, maybe no one wants to say that but I certainly feel like more than a burden then someone people want to have around(doesn't matter if they even really think that or not I still feel like that is what everyone thinks and I also think I am more of a burden than anything. I don't really see what anyone would like about me.

I fail at life in general, am too 'mental' to function in a work place, I would be more of a liability. So its hard to see what the point of going on is...not to mention being in misery and pain most of the time its not even just limited to psychological pain I have physical symptoms to. And there I go with a lengthy overly complex post that's hard to give feedback on due to my inability to simplify things...it would probably work just as well if not better if I just said 'I'm really depressed.'