My 20 year old son just came home from being in prison for 18 months. He was supposed to do 2 years but was paroled early. He has a long juvenile record. Three months after he turned 17 he got 5 terroristic threats charges, and 5 years probation. Two years into the probation he was caught driving with no license. When they searched the car they found his gun. He was not supposed to have a gun he is a convicted felon. He is also gang affiliated. Not sure he is actually in the gang.
My 23 year old messed up when he was 21 and drunk. His supposed friend brought a 15 year old girl to his motel room and she gave him oral sex. A few months later the gitl told her parents about that episode and the truth about having sex with my sons supposed friend. He is in his 50's. My son has been charged with aggravated child molestation and statutory rape. He is looking at 10 to 25 years.
I have been having nightmares about both of my sons. Now that the younger one is home, I worry he will get in trouble again. But I worry most about my oldest. Those are harch charges to have going into a prison. Especially when you are that young, not very big, and really rather good looking. I am so scared of what will happen to him. I stay in a constant state of panic. I am jumpy. My voices won't shut up about it. How can I cope with what is going on when my nerves and condition won't let up.
I have just started taking meds again. Figure I will need them more now than ever before.