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Originally Posted by carmasia
It's strange how the mind works. When I feel bad, it seems never ending, so painful, in total anguish. When I feel okay, even good on occasion, it's so easy to pretend the despair wasn't real. I convince myself that I'm healing, getting better, it won't return.
But it always does, it has.
I know I'm not alone in my despair, but I feel so lonely
I want to reach out for help, but to who?
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Your words stuck a cord with me carmasia,
Most people have no idea in the way we feel....your words summed up how we feel every waking moment of our lives. We cant let our guard down not even for one second for fear of retreating back into that black abyss of fear....i know the feeling so well and it truly scares me. One moment I think Im coping and then the next everything seems to be falling around me. I feel as though I have no control over my thoughts and my feelings....
Dont ever feel alone carmasi, we all know what your going through....thinking positive thoughts for you
xxx