Thank you for your words. They mean a lot to me

I've just been having a lot of trouble understanding myself lately. I was a victim of sexual abuse when I was younger and I'm sure it affected the growth of my sexuality as I've been growing up. I've always been scared to think about sexual things until these past few years. I think it'd be best to seek help and understanding with a therapist, but I don't have the time or money. I'd be nice to have someone to talk to about this stuff' but not everyone is nice enough to listen or provide insight.