Hi bathony - my mother was abusive too, but as soon as i moved out of her household i was free from that behaviour. I don't know hold old you are or whether you still live with her but when i was made homeless i was housed by a youth hostel which even took people into their mid twenties. It was for those seeking safety and a chance to properly get on with their lives. Maybe there is something similar to this where you are? It could be worth looking into. If you are still living at home is there maybe another member of your family or even a good friend who would put you up for a bit until you have enough money to rent a place? I know you metioned in your sig not to talk about therapy but if you are away from your mother now and you're understandably still struggling with her behaviour than therapy is probably the only option. Im sorry i couldn't be more helpful. All the best.