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Originally Posted by MDDBPDPTSD
I MUST find time an energy to take steps to make me feel better.
It is weird how when I am depressed, I desperately want to feel better, but there seems to be this force inside me that prevents me from doing anyhing that would actually make me feel better.
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I can totally relate to what your saying MDD.
It's as though I hate myself so much that Im not even worthy of feeling better about myself. I would never dream of treating a stranger on the street as badly as I treat myself....yet i treat myself like the total scum of the earth....Im so tired of hating myself....wish i could treat myself with some love and respect.
Huge hugs and hope that tomorrow is a better day for you
xx