never been actually diagnosed with an eating disorder but its 11:17am and I am sitting here at the computer wondering if I should try to eat some thing or should wait till just before I go to work at 2pm usually my husband is here and i always eat in front or around him or he start to worrie about me but he had to go into work early today. So now I am thinking to my self what should i eat crackers or small sandwich and then when I am at work for 8 hours I don't eat any thing. I just don't know. My stupid scale is not working think the battery died in it can't stand not knowing what i weigh and it has been 3 day since I weighed my self last. I am so going to store and getting a new battery. I can't look into the mirror because I know what I see is not right all I see is fat fat and more fat. Sorry I am rambling today. Just tired off hiding my feelings around family and friends