I was 15 first time, my mom convinced me I was just being weak.10yrs later, after my brother was butchered and my dad's heart gave in, I kinda lost it and found a pdoc. My mind was unravelling. Thread by thread.I felt so torn, there was 4 different versions of me, arguing OUTLOUD with eachother! I was a wreck, cried non-stop for 16days, I was scared, tired and broken.Only agreed to meds cos I scared the hell outta my kid- quit them, they only water down my emotional experience.