I envy all of you who have been able to find the healing release of tears shared with your T. I have not, in almost seven years, been able to reach this point, even though I trust my T with every aspect of my life. This grief is stuck in my heart, and like a lump in my throat and I am unable to express it. I am vulnerable with him in every other way except this. If anyone has any suggestions, I would sincerely welcome the input - thanks!