ok well maybe its not. i guess in not sure if im also attracted to her?
i just want to throw a wrench in my obsessive thoughts and stop thinking of her. ive decided to start with a 2 weeks out of contact, and see where that leads. i just want to stop obsessing about her, her schedule, her office, where she is or what she is doing. i want to live my life and about whats going on around me, as i don't even ever see her.
what do you suggest about low self-worth/esteem? u mean like finding the other person so worthy and not seeing yourself as worthy? theres no way i could see myself on the same plane as her i think its like an inferiority complex.
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