I am considering this could be part of my problem, I wouldn't be surprised if that didn't somehow effect me. Its rather depressing to think about, that a lot of issues I have could be the result of an unpreventable circumstance, or maybe it was a case of things not being paid attention to enough, but either way I somehow almost got strangled with my birth cord which I imagine caused some oxygen loss.

Within the past year I've been fairly convinced I might have aspergers syndrome, confirmed by a therapist I was going to and other people(friends/family members) I've talked to think it could be a possibility...so maybe it was a factor in that(its possible from what I've read). Or maybe I just have brain damage that makes me come off as having that disorder....or maybe both. I also found when I was looking up what effects lack of oxygen at birth have it also said it can increase the stress level, making the indiviual born that way less able to handle stress, that seemed to be an issue for me even before I developed obvious PTSD symptoms after something that happened when I was in highschool. So maybe that could have increased my risk for that disorder. I don't know I suppose I am just curious how that might have effected me.