I don't like it when my friends associate themselves with other people. It's not out of jealousy, though. It's more like "That person hates me now. They'll never talk to me again because they have them. They don't want to be around me. No one likes me and would be with them." even if I barely know the person, I get so upset when I see them talking to others and I feel bad about myself. "It's my fault they're leaving me," I'll think. It doesn't help that I'm so much trouble to everyone around me. I'll be so happy one minute then my mood shifts and I blow up and start arguing, accusing them of implying bad things about me. When I'm joking everyone takes me so seriously. sometimes I accidentally cross the line. I try to be wary of other people but I can't help it. It's bothering me so badly.