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Hello! I'm new to this website, and this is my first post. I hope I'm putting this in the right place!
I currently have a whole bunch of problems, and I’m thinking about and wondering if I should see a councilor. I’ve gone through the whole ‘try to diagnose myself online’ thing, but I don’t feel like I fit in to a slot. So, I decided to do this step by step. Over time I put together a list of problems I have to make it easier if I talk to someone.
I have ambition and self-image issues and a lack of motivation. I have guilt problems. I sometimes get overly emotional and sometimes have trouble feeling emotions. I don’t deal well with change. I have a huge phobia of kisses/mouths. I have trouble with relationships and relating to people.
I also have a bit of a paranoia issue, which makes it difficult to go to counseling. Another thing that makes it difficult is that the problems come and go. When I’m having problems, I’m focusing more on holding everything together and can’t get the motivation to go. When I don’t have the problems I’m perfectly fine and I also can’t get the motivation to go because there isn’t a current need, and I’m scared.
So, it's pretty much a giant mash-up of problems.
Right now, I’m a college student, so I have access to free counseling. This is part of the reason I think I should go now. If I wait until I am about to break down, it will cost money that I might not have. It has taken me so long to even post this because I’m nervous.
Thank you for your time.
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