My ex psychologist has left now and I know it will start an arguements with my parents.

Only person is the nurse really - she came on Monday with the Dr and she was pissed, she was really harsh.
So not sure she'll even talk to me

I know the meds would make it worse though.

Just got to try and not let it happen, but its up to them really, I don't know if I really want to do it now, it was them wanting, but now I can't tell if its me that wants to do it.