woke this morning at 5am and can't go back to sleep took what I shoulsd't in hopes iy knocks me back out. there is just no reason to get up my day has no plans and my kid has company. It would be nice if I made them breakfast but no energy for that. feeling like it is a day in bed, just when I have been doing so well. Had to cancel with my T for finacial reason so don;t have that to look forward to. looking a a long and empty week to come. that iswhen it is the hardext to stay safe, did begin avolunteer job but that s only one day for 3 hourss. oh well the batles we must fight and still try and keep it together for the family.