I got PTSD in 10th grade when the girl of my dreams turned me down, and since then my life has gone downhill

I'm 23 now and still have nothing accomplished. Can't stay stable enough to even finish one semester of college, and I been trying college since 19.

I just totally give up now and I know god doesn't care about me, just wish I didn't have to keep living

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