In two weeks time it will be a year since I tried to commit suicide and was locked in mental hospital, now, a year later my life is far more horrible, I failed the exams and left the uni, found myself in a disaterous relationship, my father is in prison, I lost friends because they think I'm respobnsible for my abusive brother's possible deeds, I lost my income and I'm unemployed without the ****ing unemployment benefit. I wish I died last year, I want to die, I'm too tired to carry on.