Purpledaisy,

I feel your pain, most definitely. It is very hard to be a procrastinator. I would recommend waking up tomorrow at the same time as you need to wake up on Monday, and have a high-protein breakfast such as a greek yogurt (preferably plain one, without fillings) or an omelette. Anecdotally, a high protein diet seems to be good for bipolar and such a breakfast will prepare you for a hard day ahead. Brace yourself! You are capable.