I agree with all of you, there is something that can be done, but I'm not sure if I'm ready to do them. He does work all day then comes home and goes to bed...so I don't have to deal with him that often, it just gets bad on his two days off.

I do hate that worry feeling I get when I'm out away from him with our car. I chew my lip, smoke a lot, and have that worried feeling in my gut because I'm afraid I'll do something to make him mad.

I went to the gas station to buy a pack of cigarettes and bought some pop tarts for my kids breakfast....he *****ed about it and said I spend to much of our money.

I feel as though I cannot do right.

I'm in the process of transferring colleges and he has done nothing but said you're gonna drop out, it's to hard for you to understand...your lazy, you wasted to much time. bla bla bla.

I think his issues are work addiction, alcoholism, and past issues he's dealt with.

I do think I'm a decent woman, I'd never do anything to hurt him, yet he does this to me.....it's %#@&#! up.