sickntired.... Hi, I don't know if you can see me but I'm in that tunnel too. I start meds then start to get motivation and feel better and my life begins to become organized again and I think, wow, I got this licked. I normally start to feel a little better after a week on prozac even though they say it takes a full month to feel the effects and that is way I normall stop (I've quit meds a total of 3x's). Any way, my point is that, I want so badly not to need them and just when they begin to help, I get my superwoman complex and 'think' I"m ready to take on the world but I've promised myself this time, I'll only stop the meds when a professional tells me too.

Good Luck and you have a friend in the tunnel and I hope I see you on the other side someday!!