I am at the end of my rope here
I am tired of trying to keep everything together..
I am tired of hurting so bad.
My mom told me today that I can't go to see my boyfriend again if I wanna live in their house. I am 20 may I remind you. so I had this idea of moving in with my boyfriend but us moving in with his friend and his friend's fiance but guess what it doesn't look like that's gonna happen. SO I am gonna lose him too and then I just have friends who only call when they want something or parents that try to control my every move and won't let me make my own decisions.. they are stunting my development into independence just so they can keep me as their little girl...

I am just so upset and hurt and so so angry.