Today, I was watching Maury which I normally don't do but the show caught my eye because the caption read 'SA caught on tape', I was captivated. So, I was watching the show which seemed to have little to do with SA until one segment came on. Some mother had placed a video camera in her daughters room to catch a suspected SA. As the clip rolled, you could see the guy crawling across the floor and begin to creep up on the sleeping child. Talk about a flash back!! I'm so pissed off right now, mainly at myself because I have never demanded that the person in my life be held accountable for his actions. To this day, I still see the person and everyone pretends like nothing ever happened.

I feel like a child again, scared silent in my bedroom, trapped yet I realize I remain trapped to this day- sentenced to suffer in silent forever.