i dont know what to do all my thoughts have been of Adam... my ex fiance... i still love him and its getting to the point where i cant live without him... i want to cut but i dont have anything to cut with i guess thats a good thing or i want to just fall off the face of the earth bc i am no longer with him.. i have a bf and he means the world to me... but i dont love him nor will i ever love him the way i did adam... im so hurt