Where do I start. Well, my husband had a job as an over the road truckdriver. He was gone for two months. I was doing great, despite our financial difficulties, I was coping fine, everything was calm and peaceful at home.

Now he is home and unemployed and driving me crazy. Home is like a combat zone now.

Now I feel lonely, useless, frustrated, LONELY.
I've been having very ugly dreams every night. And it's really getting me down.

So now I'm deeply depressed again. I just feel like life would go on just fine without me. Nobody would even notice I'm gone. Except for my kids. It's like I don't exist already. I'm invisible.

I am so lonely.