I had a really strong urge today to cut. It's been many years since I last had an urge of any kind so it was kind of a walk down memory lane for me to feel it. And it was scary but inviting.
I didn't act on it-not even seriously enough to grab something sharp. But the strong feeling was there and I'm a concerned about why I felt that again after so many years?
I forgot about that sensation in your body it brings on. It's almost like a numb tingly feeling. I completely forgot how justifiable it all seems in your mind as you're craving it. ::shudder::
Do you think I should be worried?