Hey.. I haven't been on in a while..So I thought I was doing better... It's been 1 month and 16 days since I last cut and i feel like I'm about to break. I just went to my grandpas funeral and I can't function anymore. I just want to give up and have my release but I don't know what's going to happen if I break my recovery. I feel like I need to do it so bad but I've been doing so well restraining myself. i don't know what to do :/ I'm just lost..