Grr is all that I can say right now!!! I've started reading a new book about bipolar and in the first chapter it expalins the writer has absolutely no more manic or depressive cycles anymore. Okay why not me then?!?
Should I be expecting more relief than I am getting?!?! I am a rapid cycler that is manic most of the time. I am CONSTANTLY accused of being on drugs so much so that I literally called children services on my darn self!!! I am sick of proving to people that I'm just bipolar which to them means crazy erg!!!
On one hand I am like middle fingers in the air to everyone because I am the biggest over achiever there is but does it affect my kids do they think I'm crazy sometimes? That stupid mental health worker stuck a little jab in saying imagine how your mania appears to your child so of course over and over and over this has gone in my head like a ping pong ball in there!!!!