I always panic when I hear police cars or see them passing.

I'm still confused who to call - the nurse will still be angry and then she'll know I stopped my meds - and it was meds or hospital. She always says not to call her and tell her when she comes to mine.

If I call the police - my Dr said I'd go to hospital - not sure why that is, that might have been for different reasons though.

So looks like the police - I know they might try and set me up for something, but I'm going to print stuff about mind control etc - so they understand what I'm talking about, because it doesn't look like it's going to stop.

I don't want to go to prison .