Thanks Lee. That sucks about the psychiatrists. I really doubt that anyone can help me, maybe I just need meds. And I think with my insurance I don't have to go through a primary doctor to get a referral - that I can just go straight to a specialist. Also, I told my primary care doctor that I just want to die sometimes and he wasn't too helpful. He put me on some Zoloft and called it a day. I never felt any different from Zoloft, also tried St. John's Wort and all that happened was I got really bad headaches. It will be very hard for me, cause I work the graveyard shift and it has always been difficult doing day-time things.