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Sep 16, 2012, 01:27 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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Tinkerbell ~ Sweetie, my heart hurts because YOU hurt. Lynn is right. You're grieving -- and grieving can take a long time. Of COURSE you want your Mom. She left too soon. When we lose our Mom's, it feels like we're an orphan!  At least that's how I feel now that my Mom is gone. My mom died in 2003, and I miss her so much. I can always think of a thousand and one things I want to tell or ask her.  But she's not here.
Hurting yourself isn't the answer honey. Grieving is. Perhaps talking to a grief counselor would help -- maybe? You can get in touch with one thru Hospice. It doesn't matter if you've used their services or not -- they'll talk with you.  They were wonderful for me and helped immensely! They followed me for a year afterwards too!!!
And remember -- suicide is a PERMANENT solution to a TEMPORARY problem! Your mom would be very unhappy if you did that. She wants you to carry on where she couldn't. She wants you to try to have a good and fulfilling life -- and you can with help!! YOu know we ALL care for you sweetie. God bless you . Hugs, Lee 
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The truth shall set you free but first it will make you miserable..........................................Garfield
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