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Leed · Sep 16, 2012, 02:42 PM

Honey you are NOT WORTH this pain! In the year 2001, my grandbaby died, my husband died, and my mother in law died all in the span of 6 months. I thought I'd lose my mind. My mother in law's death could be seen coming as she was advanced in age.

But I had just married my husband less than a year before!!! He died 12 days before our first anniversary!!! I was a basket case

My daughter's baby died, and my daughter was in the hospital fighting for her life. I had to arrange the baby's funeral and pick out the casket!!! Nothing is worse than choosing a casket for a baby.

The pain in those 6 months was enough to almost put me over the edge. I wasn't going to kill myself, but I was sure I'd go insane and never come back from it. I was really afraid. I couldn't go to a therapist cause I had to take care of my other grranddaughter at the height of the problems.
I've never felt such emotional and mental pain in my life.

I know what you're feeling now Tinker. It's not just about the death of your friend. It's other things too. I know. But this death just added to it.

You know we're here for you. You KNOW there are people here who have gone thru similar things and have made it thru. We know that you can too.

Just keep posting your feelings and fears and hopes here, and we'll listen. We're here. Hugs, Lee