Hi Tinkerbell, I'm so very sorry you are hurting so badly. I would recommend that you consider some kind of in-patient treatment. Especially considering that you are hurting yourself. You don't deserve this pain, but yet you have it. It's not your fault Tink. Please know that you are loved and cared for by so many here and I trust in your real life also.
I'm glad you are sharing this here, and really hope that you are able to get some help from your T tomorrow. Please take care of yourself, I care about you very much and you deserve to be loved and comforted.
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dailyhealing
"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." - Helen Keller
Strange how people who suffer together have stronger connections than those who are most content. –Bob Dylan
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