Hello all its been a while but I need someplace where my over supportive family members cant look or dont look either way. They are driving me crazy and on top of that I cant tell them whats up because they are all so proud that Im "not having problems" and if I tell them they will freak out and be more supportive which I cant handle anymore ever since I went off my rocker back 9 months ago they have been and they are always asking how I am or every time I don't want to be around them they freak out and rush to my side. I cant be real with them anymore and I cant stand to be around them anymore as well I dont know why I just cant.

Well why is it a rough day? Well today we had an event for my brother and a friends birthday went on a really nice boat to the yacht club for lunch it for me was very uncomfortable and I had nothing to talk about so that made it even worse. So I pretty much sat in uncomfortable solitude the whole time as Im bad with small talk well bad with people all together. So basically a min i anxiety attack the whole time trying to be social but it was obvious I didnt fit the group at all. So I sit up in my room hiding bothering you fine folks. I just can stand this so numb emotionless and dry socially awkward and school is pushing me over the top to add to that. No wonder I failed about a year ago. Oh well sorry everyone incoherent rant over.

Any advice would be great.