3 days ago i had a gun to my head. And my boyfriend was standing in front of me, I was the one holding the gun. I was about to shoot myself. All my life people have told me that I shouldn't be here and how pathetic I am for all the stuff I have done and all the stuff that has happened to me. So I thought to myself that if so many people think that about me, then why dont I just go away forever. My boyfriend was the one who talked me out of it. I had just saved him from the same thing about 4 months ago. He saved me, and I was so close to pulling the trigger, but he never gave up. I hope I never get that low again. I am scared of myself right now. Any suggestions on how to recover?
-Megan-