On Tuesday evening while having dinner with my sons. The youngest pipes up with "Sue {ex's partner } is having IVF so they can have a baby"
Initially my breath was taken away. Thinking that the boys father already has two wonderful sons {his & mine} why in the hell would he want more.
Then i realised , he really does love his new partner. Its neither right nor wrong but fact.
So it is now time for me to look forward and move on. Its amazing but this piece of information has given me a great sense of peace. Sure the bag of " whys " are still around but not nearly as relevant as discovering more about me. And who i am.
Thanks for letting me share