I'm only asking this cuz I'm
Really trying to justify my situation. I look back and think of my mom. She was such a popular woman. Had so many friends and always joking. Such a lovable person. She passed away when I was 19 but now I think back to the days of my mom not getting out of bed somedays She would ask me frequently "do you have days you just want to cry?". And God forbid I did certain things she didn't like---that sweet woman would chase me up
The street with a knife. I'd be afraid to go home. Walk around for hours wondering if it was safe to go back home. Bipolar wasn't discussed in the 80s. Was this Bipolar disease and I inherited this???