Hi Lyndsey - i think the diagnosis is unimportant, what you need to question is why you are willing to stay with someone so abusive and disrespectful. This man cares not a jot for you or your feelings so i would cut off all contact, speak to a therapist to work on your self esteem issues and focus on what you want from life. There are many people out there who im sure are far more deserving of your love. You owe it to yourself to not let this man control you any longer. Good luck.