I know what they would say. I know they wouldn't be supportive, and I don't want them to simplify it as "it's just a phase" or "how could you be attracted to murderers?" or think less of me.

For me, it's a sense of power and danger that I don't necessarily have IRL that I'm attracted to, as well as the uniforms and the accents.

It has nothing to do with the fact that they murdered 11 million people. That is actually rather irrelevant to the fetish, and it's not something I'm oblivious to. I'm well aware of what they have done, and that's not an aspect I'm attracted to.