I hate that I can't play baseball, I hate that i can't take my grand kids for walks or to the park, I hate that i can't drive a car, I hate what i'v done to myself to not be able to do those things. What I do love is that i found another way to do those things. Still haven't figured out a way to drive yet. I love that someone had my back and spared my live. I love that i'm a stronger person now. I love my family and my family love's me. I also adore my self. I also love the universe.