hated? worthless? MY fuzzybear????? Not Not Not.!!!! Get that crap outa yer head, pack of bleedin' lies, insecure bully behavior by insecure bullies. Get yer self talk up to speed kiddo. Don't take it on. Shirk it off. Hang with folks who can pump you up, let you vent, find a way to laugh at the jerk's behaviors and not take it personally. Hard Hard Hard to shift this around inside, but, for me, worth it, worth it, worth it.
Don't let the boogers get you down, is my motto.