The last time I cut was 52 days ago, the day I ended up taking myself to the hospital. I haven't really had the urges to cut more than a few times.

All of a sudden today, I really want to, and I know I just want to make the feeling like crying go away. I don't know what's making me want to cry though.

I could talk to my t, and she will tell me just to feel my feelings, but I don't know what the feeling is. I don't know why I feel like crying.

This sucks.