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Originally Posted by stopdog
Thanks but actually it helped me get out of relationships that were not working. I don't consider it a mortal sin for me (I have things that do constitute relationship mortal sins - just that affairs are not a huge deal to me personally. I am not saying they should not be for others.). One affair situation hurt me more than the other affair situation did. I don't think having an affair means the other person does not care about me - again that is just me. And sometimes it would mean that. Other times it means more about other things than me.
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aS T said last week, the first cut is the deepest- meaning your first love.
See for me, I was in love with someone who didn't really exist, T said i am grieving for someone who died-not literally but their facade they put on for me well it died and this I am finding the hardest to deal with, how she changed and lied about who she really was leaving me with a huge trust issue. I keep thinking everyone is lying to me and trying catch people out and I keep wnating to push people away