Oh, love. You are so amazing. I am so so so so happy that you are okay after that OD. That breaks my heart that that happened. Just checking, but do you have someone to talk to (like a therapist/counselor/older sibling/parent)? I don't want to see you struggle through this on your own. We are all here for you, but I know how important it is to have at least one good strong supporter in your daily life.