I don't know a thing about final fantasy 7, never even heard of it actually... But I'm sorry you are feeling so bad about yourself.
We can be so hard on ourselves, you aren't alone on that one! I am glad you are here and posting.
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"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." - Helen Keller
Strange how people who suffer together have stronger connections than those who are most content. –Bob Dylan
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