Why would I suppress my sexuality? Why hide from it? Why not embrace it? Because people don't understand? Because people don't want to understand? Because it makes people uncomfortable?

I don't like to share this because I don't want people advising me against it when they don't understand it. If I had a fetish where I liked licking feet, would you tell me to stop licking feet because it's nasty and dirty? If I told you I had a chocolate fetish and enjoyed rubbing mysef in chocolate, would you tell me it's unhealthy and that I should stop? There's really no reason not to indulge in it if: there's consent from all adult parties, there's no real harm or danger, it doesn't involve animals. If Nazis and wearing uniforms are what gets me off, then so be it. It's how I like to express myself and feel empowered, and I don't like sharing this because I know there's very few people who will understand.

I will try to talk to my parents about it, but I have no clue how to do so without making the situation worse.