I went today for a second opinion on my meds and he reminded me of the crazy lifestyle I had years ago and he's very impressed with how I am today. He said I need to accept that I'm
Thinking rational now and really knowing right from wrong. Amazing how I forgot how I was in the past. He agrees the pdoc has me on good med dosage. So I
Guess I just got to
Accept how I feel now in "normal" mode
He said I was in Such a bad "high" state that I'm trying to adjust to being calm
And rational instead of screaming, spending, and being promiscuous. He did put me at ease. I am going to accept this problem I have and go forward