So as much as I did NOT want to go to my counseling after that super jerkface telling me to not be manic because of how it appears I still went!!!
I immediately got that off my chest how I almost didn't come and how I DID NOT want that man counseling my child. Much to my surprise my counselor was upset! She wanted to know exactly what was said then ended it with he should of talked to me first, if he thinks you look like that now he should have seen you when you first started coming in & gave me a kudos on how proud of me she is
Then we discussed my son ugh.... I'm glad we spent the time talking about him this week!!! I can't do all his work for him anymore, I enable him, protect him, fight too hard for him and only for him to blame me when he messes anything up. I trust the courts won't be giving him to his dad after the call I made this morning to children services and he is just going to have to sit there in shelter and throw his fit. It is not my fault, I accept that and I feel a lot better!!!!
So I took the kiddos to the beach from the time they got home until almost dark and we played smash ball, amazing how our own sickness can so easily defeat us sometimes. Honestly I wouldn't have even gone today if I didn't want to get a damn greivance form against that jerkface