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Old Sep 18, 2012, 12:51 AM
IamNothing IamNothing is offline
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Yes thanks for the replys.

First. The reason I asked the question if he had been or she pimps herself out is because she I think by accident let me know that she actually did that. I mean really? She told me what she does kinda, but it slipped out so then when I tried to ask her about this she became offended. If she told me, why would she be offended by me asking the question later on? I think she decided to take it back and not want to admit it.

There is no question I could have handled this better. I should have comforted her about it. I mean I used to be in that world and I know what it's all about. People use and abuse in that world. Its awful.

But again I could have been there for her. I think I wasn't ready to handle being with her. Instead of supporting her with this and making us closer I pushed it away and then brought it up in the wrong way.

Hindsight is 20/20 though. I feel shame about it. I have always seen myself as a bit of a compassionate kinda care taker and this i got to cought up. In the end I believe she could have done better as well. It usually takes two to tango. But it doesn't matter anymore. It's now completely done.